Note: This check-in is inspired by Leigh Ann over at The Frugal Ima who is totally awesome and basically my favorite person who lives in Ohio who I've never met in real life. Check out her blog, it has lots of great and cute stuff on it. I'm adopting her Sunday Check-In in an attempt to at least assure myself one post per week.
Friends, chaverim, I wish I could say I'm thrilled and happy and content with everything. I wish I could. Really, it's more I'm just tolerating everything.
I love my new job. It's fantastic. But, I'm having serious doubts about this whole going-back-to-school thing coupled with everything else I want to have happen in the next few years. I don't know if I can do it. I even know where I feel my priorities lie, and the fact that I know I could give up certain things for certain other things scares the you-know-what out of me. It's hard to feel confident in my decisions when I know, no matter how confident I am, I have to be prepared to roll with whatever life throws at me.
So, that's become a bit all-consuming right now, and I'm struggling.
This coming week marks the beginning of DAILY (what was I thinking?!) classes, albeit audited classes in German and Hebrew. It also means the GRE is 2 weeks away, and doctoral applications are 3 months away (December 1st due date). Time to buckle down and get real.
The problem is, reality scares the you-know-what out of me.
If you want to call...I think I know where you are (I mean, mentally.) Maybe. A little bit. We'll have a ladies' phone powwow and both feel a lot better. If not surer.
ReplyDeleteHugs and love, dear friend. <3